The DerfJam Chronicles

Like attracts like. The law of attraction.

I need to get back in the game plan. Stop being lazy and just do it. Imma get it....

Last Saturday I went to go see The Lion King over at the Civic Theater. I've never been to a musical so I didn't really know what to expect but I've heard alot of good things about this show.

I invited the only person I knew who would be totally into this. This girl loves theater because that's what she did throughout high school and college. And she comes from a family of performers. So I knew she would be the one to go with. But the thing I didn't know was how we would be in each others company.

We used to be closer at one point in our lives but somewhere down the line we grew apart. This was gonna be the first time we've been alone together in about a year. I really don't know what happened between us. I know she's really busy and she has a second job, as do I....so I think that's what kinda caused the canyon to grow between us.

But nonetheless, Saturday night went good and I think we're both at a point in our lives where we're turning a corner and that canyon between us is shrinking. We had good conversations that night and I even got to meet her Mom for the first time. She's usually very weary about bringing people over to her place, now that she moved back in with her Mom, and I dunno what caused her to lighten up but I'm glad she did.

It's a new day, a new month, and a new me. It's time to do what I gotta do to get where I wanna get. Game time, baby!


Oh yeah, the Lion King was an awesome show! Hahahaha. The costumes were dope, the set was dope, the singing and acting were all dope! After this show, I want to go see more musicals. And I know just the person who's down to go see them also. =)

Thanks for reading.

Usually Wednesdays are crazy by my house. It's swap meet day so there's usually all these cars trying to get in and they park in my neighborhood and what not. But this morning it was rather calm. That was odd.

The freeways were weird too. Traffic was twice as bad this morning. And after an hour wait, I found out why. This SUV had it's whole upper half ripped off. And the lower half was pinned under one of those big trucks. I think the jaws of life were used this morning cuz I've never seen so many police cars/fire trucks/ambulances in one area before. Whoever was driving that SUV is probably dead.


On a lighter note, me and my cousins will be hittin' up Callahan's in Mira Mesa tonight, if anyone wants to meet up.

And tomorrow, my favorite band is playing at Soma. Come by if you like Dredg. I was also a fan of RX Bandits, for those were into ska back in the day. They're opening up for Dredg. It should be a good show. I love going to see live music.

I think I may retire from blogging on July 14, 2009.

I just bought myself a brand spankin' new ukulele. I'm pretty stoked about it. I'm not that good yet but I know I'll be playin' almost every night.

Jammed out last night with the lady best friend. We wrote a song. It was called "Na na na nuh na". Hahahahahahaha. You had to be there to understand it. I love random, spontaneous, good times. And Hooters. Get the Cheesy Tots. Hahahahaha. They're MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disneyland this Saturday? Who's down?

The girl I was feelin' for the past couple months is no longer being felt. Hahahahaha. Back to square one.

House hunting sucks.

Need to start running again.

The drumset is starting to whisper my name once again.

It's so hard to eat when you have a mustache. I can feel all my food brush my the hairs over my mouth and it kinda tickles. It's a weird feeling. Plus it gets messy when I get food stuck on the hairs. Not fun. I was thinking that once my goatee gets to a certain length, I'm gonna stop shaving everywhere. I'm talking about facial terms. The nether regions need to stay clean cut. Hahahahahahaha.

I really wanna move up in ear gauges but I'm afraid that I'm gonna regret it when I'm older. Giant ass holes in my ears when I'm 60? I don't think so. Right now, I'm at a point where my ear holes can still shrink down to normal size.

I also wanna get my nipples pierced. My nips are extra sensitive and maybe this will enhance the sensation? I dunno though. I talked to a friend of mine who got his done and he said the same thing. But now his nips are forever hard and he lost the sensitivity in them. So that's making me think twice about getting them done.

There are a couple people I really want to drop kick. No names will be mentioned.

That house that me and my bro were gonna put an offer down for is now officially off the market. Not by us. Someone offered 30 G's more than the asking price. We wouldn't have offered that much.

But on a lighter note, I did attend the Air Sex World Championships last night. I was expecting people to have crazy routines but it seemed llike they just went up there and free-styled. Either that or they got super nervous and forgot what they were supposed to do, which is what one contestant said on the post performance interview. And this person probably had the best routine, IMO. I'm writing a review/blog on it, which will be up tonight...

So last night I wanted to go check out Transformers. I invited this cute girl from work. She was playing games with me. I asked her on Monday and she said maybe. I followed up the next day and still a maybe. And then yesterday at lunch, I just said "I'll pick you up at 8." And then she said "Oh, I have to go to Barnes & Nobles to study..." WTF?!?!?!?! I know she did it on purpose. If she knew she was gonna go somewhere or had something to do, why couldn't she have just told me no? Whatever. So I was scrambling to get a group together to go see it. It was supposed to me be, her, her roommate and my other buddy. So now it was just me and my buddy. A man date. Hahahahaha. I didn't really want that. So I started hittin' up friends in the area to see if they wanted to roll. Out of the 10 peeps I hit up, only 1 came along. So it was just us 3.

But guess what? Transformers was sold out! We bought 2 tix after work at 4pm for the 850 showing. But I didn't find out my lady friend was gonna roll until 6pm. I was down in Chula Vista looking at houses at the time so I couldn't go to Mira Mesa and buy another ticket. And by the time I got back up there....the 850 showing was sold out. So I bought the 950 showing with a plan in mind. We had two 850 tix and one 950. The plan was for 2 people to go in and grab some seats. One of those 2 comes back out to grab the person with the 950 ticket and bring them in using the same 850 tickets we had. But there was just waaaaaaay too many damn people for that plan to work. So we just got a refund and went to Islands to drink. Great idea. Hahahahahaha. Beer + Embarassing Stories = Good Times.

Oh yeah, back to the house. I think me and my bro are gonna put in an offer for this place. It's pretty nice. It needs a bit of fixing up to do but the price and area seems good. We'll see.....

Today after work.....me and my bro are gonna visit this house we've been eye f*cking. It's over off Telegraph Canyon Rd. It's got 4 bedrooms, 2.5 bathrooms, 2,137 sq ft, 2 car garage and a pool. I'm hoping we get this one. We'll see.....

My sleeping schedule is officially jacked. Last night I went to bed at 7pm and woke up around 3am. The night before I went to bed at 4am and woke up 645. The day before that I took a 6 hr nap in the middle of the day. All this cuz I went out Friday night and was chillin' in the cold night in someone's backyard til 2am. Yeah, that's when I started feeling sick.

This weekend I ran into the high school bully. He used to throw me into the lockers and just toss me around. I wasn't really afraid of him or anything. I just never fought back. I'm not a fighter. I'm the dude who will turn the other cheek. But yeah, I was at my homeboy's party and some guy comes up to like he knows me. I didn't even recognize him. And then when he mentioned his name, every memory of him came back to me. Hahahahahaha. But he's actually nice now. He apologized for all the crap he did. He told me his life story after high school and how he got into gangs and hard drugs and being locked up. Sometimes people need to experience the bad in order to see the good. He's now an Alaskan fisherman and making good money for himself. I'm glad to see he straightened himself out and is now taking care of his girl and her family.

There's this girl at work and she's kinda cute. She's not really my flavor but she's a girl so I'm on it like flies on shiite. I invited her out to the movies tomorrow night. I had to scheme in order for her to go. I recently found out some things about her and then I used that information to get her to go. This is info she doesn't know that I know. My accomplice has the inside scoop and he's feeding me the alley oop and all I gotta do is throw it down. So far the plan is working. We'll see how tomorrow goes.....

There's always a plan. Nothing ever happens by chance. I just make it look that way.

I just remembered that today marks my 3 yr anniversary for working here. That was a fast 3 years. I remember saying to myself that I would stay 6 months and this was just my stepping stone to get another job. Hahahahahaha. Some things grow on you. But seriously, it's the people here and the environment that makes me wanna stay. I'd rather have a shitty job but work with a bunch of cool people than have my dream job and work with a bunch of dinosaurs and uptight people. Real Talk.

Last night, me and my cousins played b-ball for the first time since the Playoffs started. Its only been 2 months and I was huffin' and puffin' and my back was aching. It's a good thing it's summer and we can play all the damn time now.

My 15 yr old cousin is gettin' pretty damn good now. He has a good shot and he's quick. The only thing he needs to work on is his defense and then he'll be on the Varsity team for his high school. Oh yeah, and he can't drive left. Hahahaha. My 19 yr old cousin is probably the worst athlete I've EVER seen in my life. Hahahahahaha. I love him and all so I'll call him out. I told he needs to work on his shot and I tried to show him. He has the stiffest wrist after shooting the ball. His ball has absolutely no rotation on it. He's also very slow. I'm around 250 lbs and he's probably 140 and I'm faster than him. That shouldnt be the case. He's also 3 or 4 inches taller than me and I can jump higher than him. Hahahahahahaha. My 24 yr old cousin is also a pretty bad athlete but he has heart. That makes up for his lack of athleticism. I see him trying and I know he wants it. Sometimes heart is better than skill.

Last weekend I ran into a friend from high school. We went to college together but my lasting impression on her was from high school. She used to be all goth. She was still pretty even though she wore dark clothes and dark lipstick and combat boots and all. And in college, she somehow transformed into a regular girl. And this weekend when I saw her, she was looking more beautiful than ever. I think I would have dated her even in her goth stage. She was that pretty where the goth look didn't affect her beauty. But yeah, I got her number and imma make sure to put it to some use.

I also ran into my favorite engineer this past Friday. I haven't seen her in a long ass while. It was soooooo good to randomly run into her. I know we were on a good one because I remember just holding onto her hips the WHOLE time we were talking. Hahahahahaha. Sorry about that. I'm only aware of this because some guy kept glancing at me and then I figured he was with her and I was getting too close for comfort but I didn't care. I wasn't trying to put on any moves.

But I did put some moves on some random drunk girl at the bar we were at. Hahahahaha. I remember she got all wild when she read my shirt. It said "Peck Peck: No Muff Too Tough" And then she said that I was gross for being a rug muncher and that you wouldn't any carpet on her. I said I didn't believe her and she'd have to prove it to me. "Show me! I don't believe you!" And then we went off to the corner of the bar. And on the way there, we ran into her friends so we forget what the hell was going on. I mentioned that we should take pictures and she grabbed my camera and handed it to the closest person to us. She faced me and puckered up for the picture. So I pressed my lips against hers and she didn't back off so I kept on going. I don't like kissing random girls cuz I don't know where their lips have been. What if 20 minutes before I kissed them, they were in the back room sucking some dude off? You wanna know why I think that? Cuz at my last job I got sucked off by some chick and then 20 minutes later I saw her with some other dude. And I was laughing my ass off cuz he was tasting my children. Muahahahahaha.

OMG! This morning I was driving to work and then I needed to take a mad dump. I wanted to drive faster but it was no use cuz there traffic. DAMN! The hair on my arms started to stand up and I clinched my cheeks super tight. Normally I don't mind the morning traffic but I couldn't stand it this morning. My left leg was shaking uncontrollably and I was starting to sweat. I tried to keep as still as possible but that didn't really help. The more relaxed I got, the more it would feel like it was gonna come out and explode. So on the whole drive, the entire 45 mins, I was pretty tense. Yeah, the WHOLE drive. I shoulda took a dump before I left but I was in a hurry since I woke up a little later than usual.

When I got to work, the spot where I normally park was taken. So I parked a little farther and the spots were tiny for my big ass truck. I just ended up taking 2 spots since I couldn't park it properly. And then I tried to run but that made the feeling worse so I power walked to my desk to clock in and headed straight for the bathroom. And on my way there, people were saying "What's up?" to me and I just said "Yo" and kept on walking. My teeth were grinding and my eyes were watery. And the closer I got to the bathroom, the harder it became to hold it in. I actually had to slow down walking when I was about 10 yards away from the bathroom door because it almost felt like it was gonna explode already. I had to regain my composure. I don't want to have to drive all the way home to get some new pants.

So I made it to the bathroom and unleashed the fury on that poor toilet. It was like the sounds of heaven with every splatter. The angels were singing and it was a glorious celebration. Since everything was concentrated to one area already, I finished my deed pretty quick. It probably took less than 2 minutes and I was already cleaning up. And as I got up to flush, I took a quick peek at my masterpiece and saw a magnificent mountain. There were no logs in this forest. Just one big mountain pile of doo doo. I almost shed a tear from seeing what nature had created before my eyes. I had a hand, or ass, in this doing and I didn't want to see it go away. I wanted to share my wonderful creation to the whole world.

Too bad the toilet I used was an automatic flusher and all my hopes and dreams went down the drain. Another day, another dollar, and another 8 hours to try to recreate a mountain worthy for the heavens to see....

...Mr. Cocky now sits in my cubicle. I hope that I can control my foot from accidentally kicking him in the face. I have an uncontrollable roundhouse.

The other day I was watching Bizarre Foods and homeboy was gonna eat a "Cabrito" burger. Some dude at work has been calling me "Cabrito" for the past year or so. He never told me what it meant. I knew it wasn't anything bad or he wouldn't be calling me that out loud at work. But as I was watching Bizarre Foods, they showed a "Cabrito". It's a goat. Hahahahaha. I had a long ass goatee and now I understand why he was calling me "Cabrito". So now that I found out, I started calling him "Chupacabra". That means goat sucker. Hahahahaha. This guy is always touching me so I joke around that he's playing for the other team and he wants to dome me up. Remember when that Senator was caught in the public bathroom tapping his foot under the stall to invite another dude in with him? Well, "Chupacabra" did the foot tap to me when I was using the urinal and he was in the stall next to me. It freaked me out until he started laughing. Hahahahahaha.

So last night at bowling league, I'm chillin' there mindin' my own business and grubbin' on some munchies before league starts and my teammate, the girl who's 18, says something to me. It caught me off guard. I'm not gonna mention what she said but it had to do with my job and what I do there. I TRY to keep business and pleasure separate so when someone outside of my job starts mentioning job stuff, it gets a little stalker like for me. Hahahahaha. It took me about 5 seconds to remember that her Aunt works with me. And I guess now they talk about me all the time. They share stories. Of me. FML.

So after league was done and I was taking off, the 18 yr old's Mom invited me to their place this Saturday. The 18 yr old invited me last week but I didn't think anything of it. Now that her Mom invited me, I'm thinking that I should go. Plus her Aunt will probably be there too and she'll want to talk work stuff with me. Hahahahaha. I guess you know where I'll be this Saturday.

I gotta get back on track with my diet. And my running. I've been lazy. Super lazy. Every day when I get home, I just wanna watch NBA Playoffs. Seriously though, this has been the best playoffs I've seen in a long while. I used to be all religious with basketball. Then I started getting religious with football. Now I'm starting to get back into basketball. After the NBA Finals, me and my cousins are gonna get back into playing basketball again. We used to play 3 nights a week. And my other cousin will be home for the summer so we can get more people in on the fun. I can't wait. I love summer!!!!

I tried stretching my ears to a 4g the other night and it hurt. So I went back down to a 6g. Not good. Patience. I need to learn to have patience. It usually takes a month or two to move to the next gauge but I've been doing it every 2-3 weeks. Hopefully my ears don't deform in the process.

I thought I'd get to relax for a bit when I heard I'd have a 3 day weekend. Is that what I got? Nope. 3 days off of work = 3 days of housework. I really can't wait to get my own place. You have no idea. I've never experienced freedom. People laugh in my face when I say I have to do "something". Something a 16 yr old would have to do, not a 26 yr old. I don't feel like a man, I feel like a child. A child with so much responsibilities. FML.

Project Hackintosh has FAILED. I thought I got it working but now it wont even boot up. I think my laptop is just so old it can't support it.

I finally got around to mailing stuff out. I still have a few more things to send and I'll get to it.

I've been contemplating on cutting my hair. Like, shaving it all off. Bald. But I have a feeling I'll regret it. I shaved my goatee a little over a month ago and now I'm growing it back because I feel naked without it. It's like if you leave your phone at home or if you forget to wear a watch. You just keep feeling for it and it's not there.

Eurotrip 2010. I've been planning this since I graduated from college. I've been waiting for my friends to finish school and/or get jobs so they have money to join me. I'm hoping that me buying a house doesn't interfere with this plan. This trip has been put off too many times. There's no way it'll get put off again.

I've been struggling to cope with my reality. The past 3-4 weeks have been zombie-like. It's like the lights are on but no one is home. I'm fighting to find answers. The scary part is that I think already I know the answers but I'm too afraid to execute. Sacrifices need to be made and I'm not sure I'm ready to give those things up. I guess I'm waiting 'til I have a Plan B and a Plan C, just in case.

I'm finding my salvation in music. It's the only thing keeping my head afloat right now. I have sheet music all over the place. On my desk at work. In my bag. On the floor of my room. On my laptop. On my work comp. I hardly even read sheet music. I can read it but I have no idea where the notes are on my guitar. I know where they are on a piano. So that's my Rosetta Stone.

I finally got OS X and XP to dual boot!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCCESS! It feels good to know that I can do it. Now, my laptop is super duper old so it doesn't have the capabilities to do what Leopard provides. It's a vanilla install right now. No internet, no photobooth, no nothing. I haven't gotten to play with it too much yet. I barely got it working at 2am this morning. There's still kinks I gotta iron out before I go out and buy a netbook.

I plan on buying one of those little netbooks. Those mini laptops. It's like 10 inches or so. And I'm gonna install OS X on it. I wanted to make sure I could install OS X on a PC before I went out and bought one. They're around $300 or so. They got webcams and all the fancy stuff needed to run Leopard. Now the processor is only 1.6 GHz and the max RAM is 2GB, but I think that will be enough. Still, a MacBook for $300!?!?! Now, the madness can begin. Muahahahaha.


I had a weird dream last night. I know I slept late and everything but my short sleep still produced a funny dream. In my dream I was playing the theme song to Growing Pains on my guitar. "Show me that smile again (show me that smile). Don't waste another minute on your cryin'. We're nowhere near the end (nowhere near). The best is ready to begin......." Hahahahahah. I woke up singing that song. It was awesome. I've never had a dream where I was actually singing.

Last night I spent a good 5 hours or so trying to figure out how to get OS X running on my laptop. I got an old ass laptop. A Dell 600m. I think I got it back in 2001. Hahahahaha. Well, after about 5 hours, I finally got OS X up and running. Just the basics though. I didn't figure out how to get wi-fi working yet. I installed OS X on a seperate partition on my ahrd drive cuz I wanted to leave XP there in case I want to use it. Well, after I got all wet and excited from OS X actually running, I decided to log onto XP so I can look up how to get wi-fi working. Well, much to my dismay...XP was no longer booting up. I must have changed something and not noticed and now I'm trying to figure out how to get XP back up. Catch 22. FML.

I started running the hill again. I stopped for a while and gained back 10 lbs. Eating loads of carnivorous treats + not running = fatty boy. Hahahaha. Now I gotta step it up. My lady best friend is comin' home in July and I gotta be all sexy when she comes home so we can pick up random strangers on the streets and have wild sex with them. J/k. I'm not like that. But it's fun to imagine things. What if life was like a whore house? Random chicks just come up to you and whisper in your ear "Can I play with your c0ck?" And I whisper back "Agato mami." Hahahahaha.

Speaking of whore houses.....my neighbor is tossin' this theme party tomorrow night. The theme is Rockstars, Jocks, and School Girls. It's bound to be insane over there. Last time he had a party, the cops showed up and I walked 3 houses over to get home. It was awesome. Hahahaha. Oh yeah, did I mention that they have a stripper pole in the living room? Whore house INDEED!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to get my own place....

So bowling league was last night and we're officially in sole possession of last place. The other week we were tied for 3rd place. Now, dead last. 8 of 8. When they asked me to join, I wasn't expecting to be on a good ass team. I just said yes because the girl who asked me to join was cute. And she's 18. Hahahahahaha. I am gonna be going to her place this weekend (or next) to drink up. Is that wrong? She invited me. And her parents know me, so it's no big deal. I also work with her Aunt. So it's like I'm already part of the family.

I was driving to work this morning and I don't know what I saw, probably her old car, but it reminded of this girl I was seeing before. And when I thought of her, I thought about the last time we got all hot & heavy with each other. And then all of a sudden, I got all turned on. While I was driving. I hate it when I get all excited while I'm driving. I sit pretty close to the steering wheel and then "it" begins to touch the steering wheel too. So I drove for a good 5 mins slumped down at an awkward angle so it wouldn't be pressed against the wheel. If you're riding with me and I'm driving all weird, now you know why.

I've been in the process of turning my laptop into a hackintosh. I'm too cheap to buy an actual Macbook. It's just hard to justify buying one when I already have a working computer. I probably should have left my laptop for dead instead of fixing it and then I woulda bought a Macbook. But something inside me kept telling me to fix this. It's fixable. And it was. Now, no Macbook for me. But yeah, so far no luck. Maybe my laptop is too old and can't handle all the requirements of OSX.

This past Friday I went to see my friend's new band perform. It wasn't the usual crowd I was used to seeing at live local shows. This one had a bunch of hunnies. The ratio was damn good. Too bad the quality of the hunnies wasn't really up to par. Hahahahaha. But still, I would take 30 nickels over a bunch of sausage any day. Hahahahaha.

Saturday was spent in LA. My Mom wanted to go shopping. So we went to K-town, Chinatown, Fashion District and the works. Damn. I hate shopping with my Mom. She tends to buy waaaay more stuff when I'm around. You can just call me the official bag holder. I saw some crazy stuff over there. gotta love the bootleg. I bought a couple bags for some lady friends. I already gave one of them to the intended recipient. The other still needs to get mailed out. I'll do it soon. I hope.

Sunday was spent at the swap meet. I spent the day with a lady friend and we cruised around Kobey's Swap Meet looking for treasure. We found alot of good deals and bought more stuff than we intended. I almost bought "new" shoes even though I don't need any more pairs. I did come up on a couple headbands, a sweet flask, an old school fag bag aka fanny pack, and some sweet belts(a piano belt and a sheet music belt). The day was a success. We plan on doing that more often now. Next time we go, first thing we're gonna buy is funnel cake. My lady friend has never had it before and I'm gonna make her try it and she will love it. Hahahahaha.

Yesterday after work, I spent the afternoon hangin' out with a lady friend. It was an absolute blast just to be with her. We were just joking around and shootin' the shiite and reminiscing and acting like retards and laughing our asses off. Everyone that kept passing by us would look at us like we're crazy....or if we were 16. Hahahahahaha. I love good times with good people. It just makes life so much more enjoyable.

We shared a lot of stories with each other that neither of us would really tell any other people but the conversations kinda led to it and we just spilled our guts out. Embarassing stories. Man. I can't believe I did some of the things I did. Hahahahaha. And some of the things she did I wanna tell the whole world. Hahahahahaha. It's that funny. But I won't.

This is probably the 3rd time I've hung out alone with this girl and it keeps getting better everytime. We've hung out in groups with mutual friends plenty of times but I like the one on one thing better. After yesterdays session, I think we'll be doing more of that. I just have a good feeling.

You know how when guys open the car door for girls? Well, someone told me that if I open the car door for a girl and when she's sitting inside and opens my door from inside for me, then she's a keeper. This one opened the door for me. It made me smile when she did that. Not because it was sweet. It's because I have a big ass truck and she's a tiny ass girl and my car door is heavy as hell and I saw her struggling to push the door open. Hahahahahaha. I laughed in her face. But when I stopped laughing I said thank you and I kissed her. (=

Last Friday, my cousins and one of my closest friends and I went to go watch X-men Origins: Wolverine. We downed a grip of food. And this was before the movie even started. Hahahahaha. I ended up going to buy more food during the previews. But anyways, after the movie we decided to watch another movie. It was a random thing to do. I've never done that before. But if you catch me off guard and throw a crazy proposal at me, more than likely I will do it. So we walked around to see what was starting right now and ended up watching The Soloist. It was pretty damn fun and exhilarating to do things on the whim. I feel young again.

I also joined a random bowling team again this season. I hate doing that. I asked a few close friends to see if they were down but none of them ever got back to me. I'm not gonna force them if they don't want to. I wanted to bowl and if no one shares my passion, by golly, imma do it on my own. I've been improving greatly and that's what's fueling my passion. I can see where I was before and I can see where I am now. Two different places. Last Tuesday, I was in the 190's. My goal for this coming year is to get a 600 series(3 games where I score over 200). I've set goals each year and I've reached them. Barely. But I still reached them.

I've been hanging out with a friend that I used to kick it with all the time. It feels like old times again. It's amazing what free time can do for your soul. I like it.

I'm wearing my necklace again. Maybe I'm ready. Maybe I'm not. But either way, the door is now open.

My diet has gone to shiite but I'm happy. Happier than I've been in a long time. So I don't really mind about the diet thing.

My ears are now at a 6 gauge. I said I'd stop at 4. My coworker told me he said the same thing when he was in the process. Right now he's at 0. I have a feeling I might end up the same way. And my Mom finally noticed my ears yesterday. She was pretty disgusted to know that the holes were that big. Hahahahaha.

I shaved my goatee 2 weeks ago. 3 people have noticed so far(or at least mentioned something to me). Imma grow it back. It was longer than I thought when I looked at all the hairs on my sink. It was a good 5 inches. But it curled on my chin so it looked like 3 inches only. I also feel naked not having it. It's the feeling when you forget to wear a watch or if you leave your phone at home. I was always playing with it and now I still go through the motions but nothing is there.

In 10th grade, I decided to drill a hole in one of them Bicentennial quarters. You know, the one with the drummer one the back. Well yeah, I turned it into a necklace. I did that to 6 of them. And I gave one to each of my closest friends. We all wore it for a little while. They probably wore it for a couple weeks. I wore mine for 6 years. There's a story behind that....

I happened to be vigorously studying the art of drumming around that time and I was starting to develop my own style. Finding myself, so to say. And the better I got, the more I pushed the outside world away. I guess you can say I was "in love". Playing the drums was the only thing that mattered to me. I practiced all the time. I was air drumming all the time. And I couldn't wait to get home and hop on my drumset. It was a feeling of being carefree, oblivious to everything and totally happy. I felt like a child again.

That necklace I made, I said I'd wear it until I found true love. A love greater than my passion for drums. The love you can only get from another person. For 6 years I wore that necklace. I had a green stain on my chest from the combination of metal and sweat. That stain was a reminder that love was just around the corner, a few inches away. My heart.

6 years of soul searching, 6 years of patiently waiting and things began to unfold before my very eyes. After my 2nd stint with my ex girlfriend, I felt like love wasn't a card that was in my hand. The hand that I got dealt was a pretty shitty hand. This whole love game was one I was never good at playing. It was time to fold. I lost the majority of my money, aka my pride, and I didn't want to go home empty handed so I left with the whatever I had remaining.

I stopped wearing that necklace. Not because I found true love, but because I didn't think it existed anymore. At least not for me. I don't even play drums anymore. That feeling of happiness was lost. I began to take up all the activities I could to keep me busy and help me forget all that I've left behind. There's this saying that "If you love something, let it go. And if it comes back, then it was meant to be." I don't really believe in that shiite because it's a load of crap. Someone made that up to make someone else feel better. Suck it up and walk it off. Get over it and move on with your life.

Moving on with my life, my heart was a fool and I left it behind. Excess baggage. Dead weight.

Fast forward 3 years later, aka the present time, and I dug that necklace out of this box in my room last Sunday. Recent events have led me think about the game again. The game of love. No, I'm not talking about this past Saturday at the Padres game. Don't get it twisted. So I got the necklace out and the chain was broken. I found some spare parts from another chain and fixed it.

I'm starting to believe in love again. I was talking to this lady the other day and she asked me why I didn't have a girlfriend. I told her I'm busy with my other projects/work that I don't have time. She said "Oh c'mon. That wouldn't stop you." So I said I was really picky. A girl needs to have certain things for me to consider her. And she said "You need to lower your expectations. Nobody's perfect." And then she mentioned a girl's name and asked why I don't go for her? I said I already tried and it didn't work. There wasn't that chemistry. I didn't feel it. And then she asked me "What qualities are you looking for?" So I told her my criteria. After I told her, she mentioned another girl's name and asked "What about her?" I laughed right when she said her name. Not for the reasons you're thinking, but because when she asked me of the qualities I was looking for, I totally described this girl. I have been spending time with her lately and it never really crossed my mind. I mean, I'm a dude and I think about sexing her up all the time, but I never really thought of her as a girlfriend.

When I start wearing my necklace again, she'll be the first option.

The other day at dinner, I told my Mom I didn't want to be an engineer. She is very proud that I finished college, got a degree and got a well paying job. Now that I've done that, I told her I want to do something for me. Something that will make me happy. She asked me what I wanted to do then? I told her maybe music or photography or graphic design. Maybe even a pharmacist. No joke. But yeah, she said to go ahead. I guess I'm now capable of supporting myself so she didn't shoot me down. Before, whenever I mentioned doing something other than engineering, she would immediately blow it off and talk about how can I support a family or myself with that type of job.


My friend called me the other day and asked if I wanted to grab some pho. It's been a long while since I hung out with this guy. So we grabbed pho and shot the shit and talked like we never missed a beat. I love hanging out with friends that I haven't seen in a while and pick up right where we left off, without it feeling like it's been forever since the last time we did this. And after pho, we cruised around and ended up at Guitar Center and just jammed there for a while. I hate going to Guitar Center cuz I always want to buy something. Hahahahaha. And after Guitar Center, I dunno if we saw a billboard or heard it on the radio, but we were on our way to grab some KFC. The grilled chicken. Keep in mind we just had pho not too long ago. Hahahahahaha. But on our way to get KFC, our other friend hit us up so we cruised over to get him before KFC. But instead he suggested we go to a sit down restaurant where can have beer. So we ended up at Chili's and ate chicken there and drank beer and the waitress suckered us into getting Margaritas too. She wasn't that cute but she had a great personality so every time she came over, we would talk to her for like 10 mins and keep her from doing her job. I even offered to buy her some drinks. Hahahahaha.

Damn, I miss doing random things with good friends. Screw growing up.

I haven't seen my chin in 2 years. I can now see it again.


This past Saturday I went to the Padres game with a lady friend. And as predicted, things got pretty damn wild. Hahahahaha. But I can honestly say this is the most fun I've ever had when spending time alone with a lady friend. No offense to any other lady that I've gone out with but this one was just insane. Ok, so the Padres lost but that didn't ruin any of the fun.

Well, here's how the night started off:

Went to her place to pick her up. She gave me a mini-tour. She just moved in last month so there was barely any furniture. Met her roommate Buttercup. It's a dog. Hahahaha. She's got a pretty sweet joint. It's just hard to find parking there.

So we listened to the Lakers game on the way to the stadium. She's a huuuuuuuge Lakers fan, as am I. So she knows all the inside scoops all the time. That's a plus in my book. So we get to the stadium and after I found parking, I busted out with a lil' surprise for the both of us. A couple 40's of Arrogant Bastard. Hahahahaha. This girl is 5 ft. tall, 89 lbs. but she downed the whole thing in under 20 mins. Another plus. Hahahahaha. After downing it, I told her I was starting to feel it cuz I was sweating. And she called me a little bitch for complaining. But then a few moments later she said she was starting to feel it too, cuz her tongue goes numb and that's how she knows it's kickin' in.

So we got to our seats, right on the first base line, and there was this "couple" sitting in front of us. She quickly turns to me and asks "Lesbian or Cancer Survivor?" I glanced at them again and I start cracking up and I say "Both!" Hahahahahahaha. I could already tell this was gonna be a good night. And throughout the first inning, she's yelling things at the top of her lungs like "Aye batta, batta!" or "You suuuuuuck!". It was awesome.

2nd inning, we decide to get some food. We went for the 5 for 5 deal. The line for that felt like an hour. Damn. But it was a damn good deal. We ended up getting the deal with beer, Mich Ultra to be exact. Not Michelob Ultra, just Mich Ultra. She told me a story about Mich Ultra, and that'll have to be another blog, but that's why we got it. She ended up getting a veggie dog for some damn reason. I think she was trying to impress me since she knew I was on the vegan diet. I got the regular dog and it was great. About 3/4 of the way done with her veggie dog, she turned to me and said "This is horrible. I dunno why I got a veggie dog". Hahahahaha.

Later on in the game, there was this girl walking down the stairs and she turns to me and says "Look at the tits on that one!" and I turned and instantly felt like I was in water. On a boat of some sort. Hahahahaha. +1pt. I looked at her and said "You got a good eye!". And she said to me, "I appreciate aesthetics."

She likes to play this game called Fat or Pregnant. Sometime during the night, there was this girl wearing a tight blue tank top sitting a couple rows to the left of us and she stuff her cell into her bra. And my lady friend saw this happen and asked me "fat or pregnant?" I looked at the girl in the blue tanktop and said "Fat!!!!" She disagreed with me and said "Really? I think she's pregnant." And then I said to her, "You know how I know she's not pregnant? Look at the dude next to her. He's a brotha. And the brothas like their ladies chunky!" And we started crackin' up for a good 5 mins. "So true!" Hahahahahaha.

So the Padres were losing really bad and we were still yelling at the top of our lungs. "Try hitting the ball, for God's sake!" And one of the lesbians sitting in front us stood up and asked my lady friend to calm down. Hahahahaha. Another +1pt. I knew we would piss people off. And the best thing about it.....we don't care.

Some things I learned this night: This girl is one the biggest shit talkers in the world. She speaks her mind. No hesitation. Hahahaha. She is one of the hardest workers I've ever met. Her determination is unmatched. Work hard, play harder. She loves her beer. She's horrible with directions. She's a control freak. And the girl is rich. Could this be my sugar momma? Hahahaha.

2 crazy people + beer + a hostile environment = a damn good time! I seriously have never had this much fun with a girl before. I'm actually starting to believe in love again. I'm not saying she's the one, but I'm saying that there might be one out there after all.

There were a lot more things said and done that night but that will remain between the two of us. It's not like it was just some random whore I met in a club and I'll tell all my friends about it. I just had a really good time and that's all that matters. I just hope she had as good of a time as I did and maybe we can continue the good times. (:


On a side note, I slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 7. This day is gonna hurt...

So for the past week or more, I've been waking up before my alarm goes off. I set my alarm for 630am and no matter what time I sleep, I seem to be waking up before it goes off. I find that to be very strange. I guess my body is in a rhythm and starting to do things on it's own. That could possibly be a good thing.

I've been sick but I've been sweating it out so I think that's been helping me stay on top of things. My Mom was out of commission for a while and My bro was too. I thought I'd end up like them but I guess this running thing is keeping me somewhat strong.

I tried to go up (or technically down) a gauge but my ear wasn't having it. The last time I forced a gauge change, my lobe started to swell and I could feel the blood pulsating inside. It ended up being a bloody mess. I'll wait a couple more weeks. I'm at a 10g and hoping to go to an 8g soon. I told myself that I would stop at 4g but I like the way 0g looks. We'll see how I feel when I get to 4g.

There are some goods in North Park. Me and my cousins had dinner there last night and we sat outside while we ate and there were some lookers that passed by. One of my younger cousins is very awkward with girls. So I've been trying to show him some tips. And last night, my other cousin noticed him doing things he normally doesn't do and said "I can see you've been hangin' out with Kuya Erick". Hahahahaha.

Hopefully it doesn't rain tomorrow. I'm stoked for the Padres game. And getting to hang with the crazy girl. Hello crazy girl. (:

Not quite.

So I'm taking this girl out on Saturday night. I actually met her through a friend. And at the time, she was dating that friend of mine. Well, they're no longer together and I always thought she was cute. So I'm swoopin' on in. Muahahahaha

Today I ran into that friend and I was gonna tell him that I'm gonna take out his ex. But he was lookin' at me like he already knew. So right when I got to him, the first thing he says is "So I heard you're goin' out with ________ this Saturday?"

So I said "Yeah, is that cool with you? I know you guys aren't together anymore but I don't want you being all pissed when you find out later on."

"No no, it's fine. She texted me the other day telling me. I dunno why she would tell me?"

"Oh alright."

Yesterday, Popeyes was having some special where there were 8 pcs for $4.99. I really wanted some chicken but I said I wouldn't eat any meat unless there was a family party, a friends b-day, or if I'm on a date. Well, yesterday I got home and my Mom told me that it was my cousin's 14th b-day. You already know what that means. Yup, it was delicious.

You know what I noticed? I cut my nails every week, but I cut my toe nails maybe every other month. No, they don't get grotesquely long. They just don't grow fast. I dunno. I was sitting indian style on the couch last night and my finger just happened to start fiddling with my toes and I noticed that my toe nails were still short and I tried to remember the last time I cut them. It's probably been 3 weeks or so.

Tonight, there's some shiite goin down @ C7 in downtown. I don't think imma roll. The last time I went there, some stupid stuff happened. And it wasn't the first time either. So based on results, I'm not gonna waste my time. Plus it's NBA playoffs. I love the first round. It's like a game every night. More like 2 or 3 games every night.

I was watching CMT last night and I watched Sugarland @ Summerfest '07. I knew every song from the "Enjoy The Ride" album back in '07 so it was a pleasant delight to see that concert on. Oh, and I love Jennifer Nettles, the lead singer for Sugarland. I just love that southern twang she has when she speaks/sings. She's not the hottest girl in the world, not even close, but I'm turned on by the way she carries herself. She's probably a 6 but her confidence bumps her up to an 8.5.

Monday morning, I bought 12 bananas. Today I have 6 left. Let's hope I can finish them before the end of the week.

I'm lagging on the stuff I wanna mail out. I'm just being lazy. But I'll get to it.

My Mom was sick, my Sister was sick, My Dad was sick, and my Bro was sick....now I'm starting to feel it too. Damn me. I felt dizzy and light headed the other day. Now I have a sore throat.

I bought 2 tickets to the Padres game this Saturday. Me and some crazy girl. She already predicts that everyone around us will hate us by the end of the game. We're gonna be the "crazy, annoying drunks" at the game. I think she's gonna be right. Hahahahaha. And since I said I can eat meat on "Family parties, friends b-days, and dates", I plan on feasting on meat that day.

Hello crazy girl. (:

Last night I went to bed a little before 8pm. I was kinda hurting. My head was spinning. I was washing dishes after dinner and then for a split second, the room started to turn on me. I wanted to work on the photobooth pix from Friday night at 923 but they can wait another day. So I tried to sleep. I kept waking up every few hours. And everytime I'd wake up, I'd be soaked in sweat. I wasn't even sleeping on my bed. It was my sister's bed. hahahaha. She'll have a surprise when she comes back home. My room was too hot so I decided to sleep in my sister's room. I do that from time to time. I dunno why my room is so hot.

I bought some new conditioner yesterday. It seems like everything I do to my hair doesn't work. My hair is extra dry all the time. At least the ends are. And then the roots are extra oily. I think it's cuz I sweat so much that it takes all the moisture away from the ends and all the sweat gets absorbed in the roots. I dunno....someone with hair, help me out here.

Shanel wrote a blog. I think it's been 2 years since her last post. Hahahahaha.

This weekend was a damn good one. Thank you to everyone who came out Friday night to support 9five. We didn't expect the turnout to be that good. The photobooth was crazy. At the end of the night, there was close to 3000 pix. I wanna give a shout out to my favorite engineer for coming that night. It really made my night that you were there. 143. (: You got mail coming.

I'm back to not eating meat. Family parties, friends b-days, and dates are the exception though. But I am eating seafood.

I slept for maybe 2 hours last night/this morning. It was too damn hot. It was so hot yesterday that I had to shave. Yeah, shave. Take a wild guess as to what I shaved. Hahahahaha. Don't think anything dirty.

B-ball with the cousins tonight and NBA playoffs. I love it.

Last night I came up on $172. It was the final night of bowling league and we got 3rd place. 3rd place got $55. The team that had the highest scratch score for the season got $55. The person that got the highest scratch score for the season got $40. And I forget what the other $22 was for. But yeah, I wasn't expecting to get that much money. (:

So in 2 weeks, summer bowling league starts. Who wants to join? The rest of my team is taking the summer off. I need to form a new team.

My friend Norey recently started a food blog. It's awesome!!!! Check it out when you get a chance http://tastersdelight.tumblr.com/ She's always taken pix of food so it was the next logical step. (:

No homo.

The past 2 days have been insane. At the stroke of midnight on Sat (or should I say Sun), me and Bobby were at Super Sergios to order some carne asada fries. Hahahahaha. I was that eager to eat something uber delicious. So I tried to down a whole plate by myself but the carne asada won. And then during Easter day, I scarfed down some Churches Chicken, Taco Bell tacos, and my Mom's homemade Nilaga. All that meat gave me a "meat headache". It's very similar to an ice cream headache.

I couldn't sleep that night because of all the carnivorous treats. I think I went to bed around 4am. And then I woke up at 630am. So 2 and a half hours of sleep and then work. Surprisingly, I wasn't that tired. Maybe the meat has special powers? Hahahahaha.

Yesterday I had chicken curry, bbq pork, and longonisa for lunch. And then I had pho for dinner. I think I might overdose if I don't cut back. I already feel like I gained 5 lbs in 2 days. I said I'd go on a vegetarian diet starting next Monday. It might have to start earlier. Hahahaha.

I decided to cruise out last night to downtown for an event Hundred Percent was throwing. It was over at C7, formerly known as Submission which was formerly Jade. There were a bunch of name changes for a reason. And last night was one of the reasons. It was pure BOLSHLEVIKS!!!!!!

We got there early to make sure everything got set up properly. Everything was goin ok until about 10pm, which is pretty damn early still. And then the place decides to stop letting anyone in and they kicked everyone out. We were outside having business discussions when all this occurred. Everyone that was inside was now just chillin' outside. I guess they told them it was a fire drill or something? BOLSHLEVIKS!!!!!!!!


What really happened, or what we were told, was that an undercover cop came to the place and they were selling liquor with a jacked up liquor license. So they had to shut the whole place down and take the liquor off the shelves and store them in the back. I swear, there's someone out there making sure we get screwed every time. We got people hatin' on us for no damn reason.

And this was my first night out in a long time. I was hoping to have fun, but this whole ordeal killed it for me. FML.

Yesterday I got a card in the mail. Like real mail. Not email. Hahahaha. It was from my favorite engineer. I love her to death and I was excited to see mail from her when I got home. My bro was standing over my shoulder watching me open it up to see what it was. Hahahaha. Getting mail is like X-mas to me. Real mail, not like credit card bills or junk mail. Mail from people I know. Or even packages. I love it when packages arrive even though I know what's in it cuz I ordered it. But the excitement of opening it up gets me all hyped up every time.

For anyone who's sent me mail recently, I plan on sending something back just for fun. I hope the excitement you give to me will carry over onto to you. (:

I went to bed at 11pm last night. I just wanted to see what would happen if I got 8 hours of sleep. Well......I didn't find out. I woke up this morning at 3am. I guess I'm just so used to sleeping 4-5 hours a night and my body just decided to wake up. I normally sleep around 1-2am and wake up around 6ish. Damn me.

I was watching youtube yesterday and I watched some wrestling clips. It was clips of all the mess ups and accidents that happen in wrestling. And then I had a dream about watching wrestling and in the match, one of the dudes arm gets ripped off. It was not pretty. I need to stop watching that kind of stuff. I really don't like seeing people get hurt.

On another note, on my way home from bowling I saw an accident. I didn't actually see it occur but I arrived at the scene maybe a minute right after it happened. The people were getting out of their cars and starting to take pictures of the mess and talk to each other and what not. There were witnesses pulled over and people discussing what happened so I left. It was at the stoplight right by my house.

Speaking of bowling, we are officially out of first place. If we won 4 games last night, we would have been in contention. But we only won 2. There's 4 games left and we're 6 behind. And it doesn't help that I bowled horrible. The first game was a 187. The 2nd was 161. And the 3rd was a 137. Not good. If I was in the 180's in all 3 games, we would of had a chance. Next week is the last week so I guess we're bowling for 3rd place. But I did get the top score for the season (not unless someone tops me next week) so I'm happy about that. (:

Who wants to join next season?

I finally did my taxes last night. I'm gettin' back around 800 smackeroos. Not bad.

I washed my truck on Sunday. Does anyone think it'll rain this week? Hahahaha. For reals, though. It might rain this week.

My laptop is officially dying. It takes about 20 minutes to boot up. I think the motherboard is burnt out. It was 9 good years and it's time to move on. I've been holding off on getting a MacBook Pro since I had a perfectly fine, functioning laptop already. Now that perfectly fine, functioning laptop is no longer perfectly fine and functioning. But I don't think imma buy that MacBook yet since I got some bills to take care of.

I was reading through my old Xanga last night and it's pretty funny. Did I really think that before? I was gay. Hahahahaha.

I ate meat this weekend!!!! But I said from the get-go that I would when my Lola's death anniversary was coming around, so it's no surprise. But it felt sooooooooo good. I got a taste of the forbidden fruit/meat and now I want more. I'm craving it. I spent so much time to make myself strong and now I'm back to square one. Hahahahaha. But it was well worth it. I started the day off by not eating meat cuz I was so used to it. But when they started the prayer, I felt like it was ok to eat meat and I dove right in. The first bite was heaven. The texture of meat was something I haven't felt in what seemed like a year. Hahahahaha. I don't even think I ate that much but the meat filled me up differently. My stomach felt all huuuuuuuuge after my first plate. I dunno if my stomach shrank or if the meat was magically expanding after it passed through my intestines.

The past two weekends have been a blast because I got to spend it with my family. My cousins that don't live in SD are just crazy and I like that. It brings my craziness level up a notch when I'm with them. Hahahahaha. I wish we all lived close to each so we could kick it all the time.

And I have coolest nephew EVER!!!!!!!!

We're online!!!!! Peep it.

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We're 4 games behind 1st place in bowling league and there's 12 games left in the season. I think we can take it. Last week, we swept the competition and tonight I hope we do the same. Tonight we play the last place team but you can't overlook anybody. The last time we played them, they took 1 game from us and it really hurt our confidence.

With 3 weeks left in bowling season, I'm trying to round up my friends to join me for next season. I don't wanna hop onto some random team again. This season I got lucky cuz the team that picked me up happened to be really good. So far, Richard is down to join and possibly Jay. Any other takers? I want next season to be really fun. Let's do this.

To make up for the fact that I ate some dairy the past few days, I've decided to give up soda for the rest of Lent as well. I noticed that I've been drinking alot of soda lately so that should even things out.

I gotta get back to eating more veggies and fruits. I kinda strayed away for a little but I'll be back. =)

So my Vegan Experiment failed. This past week was kinda tough and my will power was slightly weakened. When we were at my Aunt's viewing, the only food there were snacks like cheese rolls, hopia, toron, empanada, suman, etc. And we were there for like 5 hours and I got hungry so I ate some cheese rolls. FAIL. And then after the viewing we went to my Uncle's house and they had pizza and pasta and I ate that too. I ate the cheese pizza though. I still haven't eaten any meat. Only dairy.

Thanks to everyone for giving me their support and helping me be strong and trying to get me back on my feet. I'll be out of my cave soon.

I had to get away from all the things happening so I went out of town for the weekend. I was up in Pomona for Sportsfest with HTC. It was very therapeutic for me. I had so much fun that it made me forget about what was going on at home. I needed that because I was beating myself up inside. It was eating away at me. I couldn't take it. My state of mind was unstable. I was ready to cry at any given second. If someone mentioned something that reminded of the situation, I could immediately feel the tears begin to well in my eyes. Now I think I'm getting close to being normal. I could talk about the situation and still keep my composure.

But I still have alot of decisions to make. This whole ordeal made me realize that maybe I'm not spending my time wisely. Right now, I'm ready to abandon things that I've worked really hard for. I just don't wanna make any decisions based on emotions. I wanna cool off and let level heads prevail. I'm gonna spend a couple weeks away from all my extra curricular activities and weigh out their importance to me.

I need to escape reality for a few days.

I'm at work and I'm still crying. I just can't control it. When people pass by and ask if I'm ok, it makes me cry even more.

I'm eating everything in sight. I have no self control right now.

I'm feeling extra guilty cuz there were multiple opportunities for me to visit my Aunt in the hospital and I didn't. Last Saturday, I went to the club because I put business ahead of family. Last Sunday, I shot @ House Of Blues because once again I put business ahead of family. And on Tuesday I was bowling and I put myself ahead of family. I feel really selfish right now. Those 3 days, my whole family went to visit her in the hospital and I didn't. My priorities aren't straight. My family should be ahead of any of the things I do. And now it's too late. I realized that too late.

I really feel like giving up all the extra curricular things I'm doing. I need some time to get my head straight.

I got a call this morning from my cousin. He knows what hours I work and he wouldn't call unless it's super important....



I can't even cry anymore. I ran out of tears. My eyes burn from all the crying.



I don't even know how to deal with this situation. It happened last year and now it's happening again. Around the same time. We were gonna go and celebrate my Lola's one year death anniversary in a few weeks. Now my Aunt gets to go and see her again.

When the birds are chirpin', ask the birds what they're saying. Don't listen to the white noise in the background. Go directly to the source. It'll save everyone a lot of trouble.

Did I mention that I hate damage control?

I've been wearing a back brace all week. My back still hurts but not as much as before. I'm able to sleep better now. And this back brace really helps when I'm running. I've been running everyday when I get home from work now. And it's flat ground and it feels so much easier compared to that hill I used to do at work. I can run 2 miles and still feel ok. Before, half a mile was killer.

I've been stretching alot, even if I don't exercise. All my muscles seem very tight, especially my hamstrings. My back, calves, quads, and even my abs feel like I've done a rigorous workout.

I tried sleeping early last night. Like at 8pm. I kept waking up every few hours. It's hard to get a good night's sleep when you're in pain.

My friends have been telling to go get checked up. Last time I went to the doctor about my back, they told me to do all these stretches/poses/positions and asked me if there was any pain when I did them. It was stuff like "lift your leg forward keeping your knee straight" or "turn side to side", etc. But it wasn't anything painful. I could do all that stuff no problem. But when it gets to physical activity, that's when the pain kicks in. Also when I'm in a prolonged position like sitting down or laying down, I can start to feel the pain. But the doctors just told me to lose weight, since it seems like my body can't support the weight I was at. I know they're probably right and I'm working on that as we speak. So I see no point in going to the doctor yet. I just gotta deal with the pain for now.


Buying a house is a lengthy process. So far, I have clue on what the hell is going on and it's my bro handling everything. I don't wanna make him handle all that so I'm starting to read up on mortgages, down payments, loans, pre-qualify/pre-approvals and realtors and all that jazz that goes into buying a house. We already met with a loan officer and my bro did all the talking. I was just there. :(

Last night, we dominated the 1st place team. We took 3 of the 4 games. And we needed it. We're currently in 6th place for the 2nd half of the season(but 3rd place in overall) and we haven't won that many games lately. We have 4 weeks left and we need to go on a hot streak to capture 1st. I'm starting to find my groove and I'm hoping to keep that momentum going into next season. But for next season, I want to have my friends join me instead of me just hoping onto a random team like this season. So far Richard and Jay are willing to join me. We need a 4th person, but I don't know who's willing to bowl. Hit me up if you're down. Jay and Richard are good bowlers. Richard is probably the best out of us. And me and Jay are at about the same level. Don't worry if you suck cuz your handicap will make up for it.

I do have the highest score in the season so far. I scored a 264 a little while back on pure luck. But we do get prizes (I think cash prizes) at the end of the season, for those who hold records. That'd be sick if my team (X-Factor) goes on a hot streak and we end up getting first and I also get the league high score. I think we can do it. The 10 pin was my Achilles and I've learned how to control the "back-up" ball to convert it. And I was the one holding my team back. My scores are the lowest and we always lose by a few points. So now that I'm hittin' it, we're winning!!!

1st place team won 1 game last night so their total is now 32 games won. We won 3 games so we're at 20. 12 games behind with 16 games to play. GAME TIME!!!!

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Last night I went to dinner for a friend's b-day and it was tough. Being on this vegan diet, you need special treatment if the people you are out with aren't eating the same stuff as you. I hate that fact. I never really knew it until last night. It was a pain. They had to get out a separate menu just for me. I don't like being a hassle.

Another decision I have made is to eat whatever is being served on Apr. 3. That day is my Lola's 1 yr death anniversary. We're going up to San Jose to visit the rest of my family and gather together to pay respects to my Lola. And after last night's experience, I will be respectful to the rest of my family and eat whatever it is that is being served. I know I gave all this stuff up for Lent but this is a conscious decision I am making and I don't feel like I'm letting myself down for this occasion. I'm not making excuses just to eat meat, cuz I know I can do this vegan thing for as long as I want to. If I set my mind to it, anything(within reason) is possible.

I am also no longer gonna be running at work on my lunch breaks. Since the time change, I think that the sun will still be out at 630pm so I can run at that time. I've also been wanting to get back into playing basketball on a weekly basis. Me and my three younger cousins used to play 2 or 3 times a week and it was a good bonding session. Since I'm the eldest in the group, I talk to them about girls and doing the right thing and all kinds of random scenarios. I know they look up to me and I try to be a good example. I try to give them the best advice possible. I also like to play "no mercy" and take them to the hole strong. My brother did that to me and it got me to be better so I'm passing on the knowledge.

My back has still been hurting. I think it is one of two things: a herniated disc or sciatica. I'm leaning towards sciatica since I have felt this before and it's gone away after a few weeks. It's been about 2 weeks now and if it stays for a 3rd week, I'm going to the doctor. Maybe.

This morning I was ironing my shirt and I set the iron down. And as I went to flip my shirt over, something bad happened. I guess my shirt kinda got caught on the ironing board and I happened to knock the iron off the edge of the board. And if any of you know me, I have a tendency to catch things when they're falling. I dunno, it's just my natural instinct. I see something falling and I do my best to save it, regardless of what it is. I've smashed many toes and jammed many fingers trying to do this. But an iron is hot! Luckily it happened so fast and the shirt was still in my hand that I didn't see the iron falling. Otherwise, I'd be getting treated for 2nd degree burns right now.

Did I mention that I have the urge to fight people now? I dunno if it's my diet and me being irritated at the fact that I'm not eating what my mind desires, but my temper has been on a good one lately. Chemical imbalance? I haven't actually fought anyone, but if someone says the wrong thing...I'm ready.

So last night we had an online meeting, since everyone couldn't meet in person. So we're discussing our game plan for promoting and Barry asked where we wanna go to promote? Barry mentioned hittin' up D&B's parking lot Thursday night. But then Raul starts complaining that we can't even promote during the day so why are we even gonna try at night? He said we'd get arrested if we get caught puttin' flyers on cars. I jokingly told him to take one for the team. And Dustin says he'll even wear a ninja outfit and help him. This is all joking around. And then Raul gets all heated and then logs off.

So we're talking about other places to hit up and I suggest going to Conchings since I saw all these flyers on their walls and on top of their trash bins. And then Raul comes back and says thats a stupid idea. So I ask him what he suggests? And he starts saying that this is 1st grade shit. And then he stops talking to the rest of us for a few minutes. So we're discussing other places to hit up. And then we were talking about hittin' up colleges and puttin' shit up on bulletin boards and what not. Brea says her school is strict on flyers since "someone" bombed the place with flyers last time. So I told her what about going through proper channels and asking for permission to post stuff. This is where Raul comes back and says "WTF!!!!!!! You tell her to go through proper channels and you want me to take one for the team and get arrested!!!!!!! You think this is all a joke. I guarantee you would not last one day if you went out there and tried to do this shit!!!!!!!!!" And then he started going off saying this is why our shit is weak. No one knows jack shit and if it was up to him, he'd cut all our promoters.

I don't even remember everything that happened in the meeting cuz I was pissed. I don't have a problem with someone saying the things he did.....but he's never said anything like that in person. Every time we have face to face meetings, Raul is pretty damn quiet and doesn't really give too much input. But in online meetings, he's all high and mighty. He rules the world when he's behind a computer screen. He's the Internet Gangsta.

I'm thinking of taking Yoga or Pilates or something of the sort. I really don't want to get stronger but I want to be more flexible. I might just get those dvd's since I don't exactly have all the time in the world to go to these classes. My friend Drea offered to take classes with me, if I decide to go. It's a little bit of a motivating factor to know someone is willing to do it with me.

I went to bed at 10pm last night. I woke up at 4am feeling tired so I went back to sleep and woke up at 7. I still felt tired. Damn.

This vegan diet is kicking my ass....

8 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. Some people get more sleep in one day than I do in 2 days. I think this should have been a New Years Resolution for me: Get an adequate amount of sleep/rest. I think I'm going to make it a priority from now on. It's the next step for me. Eating right, exercising, and now sleep/rest. I'm taking baby steps to realize what I need to do and how to get there. Better late than never.

Hahahaha. So I'm goin' the the Busta Rhymes concert tonight @ HOB to do some photo coverage. It's pretty dope that I'm getting to go to concerts for free in exchange for coverage. And I guess I'll also be writing a review of his performance for the Hundred Percent website.

I'm lookin' forward to goin' to a bunch of concerts.


I ran today and my back still hurts. It's not as painful as last week. I've been stretching every night and I think it's helping loosen it up. I think I should be back to form by next week. I can run now, but I just gotta fight the pain.

And if anyone happens to be friends with this girl, let me know cuz I want to get in contact with her.

So last night I got a friend request on Facebook from one of my friends parents. I thought it was the weirdest thing. I'm usually on my best behavior when I'm around parents and all the pictures I have posted on there aren't exactly parent friendly. I think it might be time to possibly delete my account or make it private. I dunno. We'll see. I spend too much time on it anyways. I need to be more productive instead of looking at other peoples pictures all day.

I almost failed on my first day. I went through the entire day not eating any kind of animal product. And then when I got home around 1130pm, I was hungry was as hell and I wanted to eat. So I looked through the cupboards and found some oatmeal. I picked the flavor that sounded the best and I started to make it. When it was done, I was savoring the smell. Mmmmm. Peaches and cream. And then as I was about to put the first spoonful in my mouth, I thought to myself that the cream smells soooooo damn good. And then I hesitated. What the hell is cream made out of? So I grabbed the box and read the ingredients. Product contains Milk and Soy!!!!!!!!!! Milk is an animal product. DAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!! I came about 3 inches from failing miserably.

We just got featured on a few sites.....

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Our plan is to have some friends go to certain shops and ask for 9five glasses. Places like Surf Hut in Imperial Beach, Emerald City in Coronado, and Urban Nation in Chula Vista. Say something like "I saw this company called 9five and they make sunglasses. Those glasses are dope and I wanna buy some. I was wondering if you guys carried them?" So if you're reading this and you happen to visit any of those shops, please ask for 9five. We're trying to get them to carry our shades. And if anyone has a Willy's Workshop hookup, put in the word there too.

The Vegan Experiment begins today. And I am officially a dumbass. All the stuff I prepared last night.....I left it on the table this morning. Yeah. Dumbass.

It's a good thing I have a bunch of cucumbers and carrots and oranges at my desk. I also have a bag of potatoes in my ride. I'll be eating all that today.

My back is starting to feel a little better. I think I'll walk today. I just don't want to get out of the habit of exercising everyday cuz I know it'll be hard for me to get back in the groove of things.

My mind feels weak already, just knowing that I won't be eating any kind of animal product.

It was not a good idea to run yesterday. Not with my back pain. I didn't even come close to where I usually make it. I walked most of the way. I'm not gonna run today. I'm not gonna run until my back starts feelin' better.

So I'm on a meat binge today. It is Fat Tuesday.

It was either go vegetarian/vegan or give up pr0n. I think imma try goin' vegan. Those are two hard things for me to do but I think goin' vegan might be beneficial in what I'm trying to do with my life right now.

There's this girl I've been kickin' it with and talking to on a daily basis. I'm not really into her but we have fun and all, but last night she showed me pix of her Mom. And betcha by golly, WOW!!!! She looks alot like her Mom but the Mom is so much better in every aspect. In 3 or 4 more years, I can see her growing into becoming more like her Mom. If her Mom is a glimpse of the future, I might want to get with her now!!!! And she told me people just think that they're sisters. Her Mom does look very young. Actually, she is very young. Hahahahaha. Mid 30's.

I couldn't sleep last night. I had this shooting pain from my lower back into my left ass cheek that went down the entire back of my thigh. It felt like I got stabbed in the lower back and as the knife was inside me, someone dragged it down all the way to the back of my knee. I kept trying to massage it to try to make the pain go away but it was no use. I probably fell asleep at 4am. That was after I began to punch the back of the leg to get it go numb from pain. I woke up not feeling that much pain so hopefully it went away. I've felt this feeling before but it was never as bad as it was last night.

You all know that me and the doctor don't get along very well so I know what you're gonna say and I'm not going. I'm gonna fight this until I can't anymore...

I said yesterday I was gonna go out with this girl, but I was gonna visit her friend before I went and got her. I was just saying that and not thinking I would actually do it. It was a thought that crossed my mind. There are a lot of things I say and think but never actually do. This one wasn't one of them. But it almost didn't happen....

So here's how it went down: I told this girl I was getting home from work around 6:30ish and I'd just grab some stuff and head on out. I said I'd hit her up when I'm on my way. So I hit her up and she said she's not ready yet. So I asked her how much longer she needed cuz I was already driving and she said she still needed to do her hair and make-up, but she can do it real quick. So I said 30 minutes? I told her to do what she's gotta do and I was gonna go take care of something real quick and to hit me up when she's ready.

So I had a little time to kill and I was driving around. And I remembered about her friend. I didn't have her friends number though. The friend was supposed to go out with me but she had work(or so she said)....so I thought I'd drop by her work and visit her. So I got into the parking lot at her work and someone texted me. I thought it was the girl who I was taking out, maybe she's ready now. But it was from a number I didn't know. I open the message and it says "Hey, it's 'INSERT-NAME-HERE'." It's from the girl that I'm going to visit. And I'm in the parking lot of her work. WTF!?!?!?!?!?! So I text her back asking if she's at work. By this time, I'm opening the door to her work. I saw her sitting there on her phone and there were a few customers around. She didn't notice me at first since she was still looking at her phone but when I got closer she jumped out of her seat and yelled my name. She had this look of shock on her face. Hahahahaha. And she says "That was quick!!!!!!!!" (That's what she said. Hahahahahaha) So we're chattin' it up and she's totally ignoring all the customers. Hahahahaha. I would have stayed with her longer but the girl I was gonna take out hit me up and said she was ready.

So I went and got this girl. We went to a good spot and had a good time laughing and chatting and doing whatever. We went out to eat after and I told her a lot of things I probably shouldn't have. And the whole time I was bumpin' slow jams in my ride. Planting seeds. Hahahahahaha. Maybe I'll see her again tonight.

I woke up feelin' like major crap this morning. I don't think I can hold down any food. I felt like yacking but I didn't even have anything to yack up. I have no desire to eat right now. My stomach just feels weird. My throat feels weird too. I'm just trying to drink alot of water so whatever is in my system will get flushed out. Damn me.


I had an agenda with someone tonight. We'll see if it still goes down. She seems excited for what we're gonna do. More excited than me. I'm actually kinda nervous. I dunno why. I'm more into her friend than I am into her. I didn't tell her but I was planning on visiting her friend before we do our thing. Jerk status.

It was raining the past few days and I usually go running on my lunch breaks. Since it was raining, I didn't bother running cuz I'm already sick and I don't wanna get even sicker. So I've been going to the stairwell and playing guitar. Now that it's not raining, I still wanna play guitar. I'm getting back into the groove of playing. I haven't played in a long while and I miss it. I just neglected it and now that I'm back, I don't wanna leave. It's kind of like running into an ex and remembering the good times you shared. Playing music just makes me happy. And running is a pain. I hate running! With a passion! Damn! But music, it's so beautiful.

But I will run today. I need to. It's not a "want", but more of a "need". Music is a "want". And you don't "need" everything you "want".


After work today, I'm gonna stop by Balboa Park to go hunting for sweet spots to shoot at. I want to practice my craft more. I want to get better. Who wants to be my model?

Man, I totally needed to fart at work today...so I just let it out. It was silent.....but then after a couple seconds, it started to really stink. Oh man. It was pretty bad. I was all afraid of what my coworkers would think so I had to act quickly to try to cover up the smell. The first thing in my line of site was a bag of oranges. And guess what? I started to peel one open. The smell of oranges is very overwhelming. And it did the trick. Thank goodness for oranges. Hahahahahaha.

So for some reason the other day, I decided to watch this video that pointed all the cons of pr0n. Why it's degrading to women. I wanted to see their perspective on why they hated pr0n so much and what could be so degrading. After all, these women chose to be in the movies. It was their choice.

As you all know, I love me some pr0n. I watch it on a weekly basis. And sometimes when I'm feelin' extra lonely, on a nightly basis. Well, this video was a 4 part series and it had former pr0n stars, glorified sluts, and a current pr0n star. They interviewed all of them and it was pretty fascinating to hear their perspectives. It kinda changed my mind on pr0n. Now, I'm not gonna stop watching it....but I am aware of the darker side of pr0n. Imma stick to the lighter side. It's still entertaining.

I'm kinda glad I didn't really tell anyone what I was gonna do for Valentines. Cuz if I did, I'd have to be explaining to everyone why it didn't happen. The story of my life.

I guess you can all it a raincheck. I wasn't expecting her to go out in the first place so I'm not too disappointed. I wasn't even expecting myself to ask her. The thought came across my head the night before and the next day we happened to be shootin' the shiite and I thought to myself "Ask her if she wants an Anti-Valentines date? Something where we could do stuff that a couple would NOT do on a day like this. And something that would be destructive and fun (and legal) at the same time." I just didn't want to be alone on this day.

Now, I told you I wasn't really into this girl. It's more like a "kick it" buddy where we can just do random shiite and have fun. This is probably more of someone who can help me realize what I want. Cuz I'll tell her shiite about girls and myself or whatever and she'll tell me I'm being ridiculous. So don't get it twisted. It's like a dude with a girl's perspective.

So later on that night I ended up going to downtown with the "Stripper Twins", "Roel", and "Barry". It was kind of a lame night until the end. All the girls that were out were drunk out of their damn minds. Stumblin', dancing like crazy whores, and just being sloppy. Not good. Or real good, depending on what you're after. Hahahahaha. But we hit up a few spots and scoped out the scene and we ran into my mortal enemy, aka The Vamp, and he totally pretended like I wasn't around. Crazy tranny lover. Hahahahaha. I'm thinking I should be the mature one and squash all the beef, but it's kinda fun knowing that someone hates my guts so much to the point that they're watching my every move. I wanna live it up a little bit longer and then if we ever have to do business with one another, I'll squash it. But yeah, we ended the night at Subway for a 5........5 dollar.......5 dollar foot loooooooong! Hahahahaha. Drunken madness when ordering a damn footlong. I can't even explain what we were doing but we were messing with the sandwich artists asking them to make ridiculous sandwiches. It was one of those "you had to be there" moments. And I wasn't even drunk. And might I add that was my first time at Subway. Hahahahahahaha.

Oh yeah, on Saturday I got my rims back and I washed my truck and now it's raining. My prophecy comes true once again. You can't lose with 22's.

I'm excited that the sunglasses company that I work for has it's very 1st buyer!!!!! Some skate shop in New Jersey placed an order with us. Exciting times.

We haven't received our full stock yet. All we have so far are the prototypes but we've been getting a lot of good responses from people. Can't wait to get this shiite rollin'......

So I kinda have a Valentines date....or I should say Anti-Valentines date. I found someone who hates this day as much as I do. Or not really hate, but feel like it's cliche'. It's not really set in stone yet, but I unveiled my plan to her and she seemed excited for it. I guess you can say it's what you would do if you hated the world, but in a controlled sense. I'll tell you all what it is after it happens, if it happens.

Now, I'm not really attracted to this girl, in the physical sense. If there was a big crowd of girls, she is not one that would stand out to me. But I have a lot of fun when I'm with her. And that's what matters. I'm just lookin' to have a good time and I know when I'm around her, the good times will be there. I'm not saying I want to be with this girl, cuz I'm not sure if I'm ready for anything like that. And I'm pretty damn sure she doesn't wanna be with me, but I know she enjoys every second of madness when we're going berzerk around each other. Another thing is I hardly know anything about her. I've been around her and I talk to her and I know how she'll react to certain things but I don't actually "know her" know her, if that makes any sense. So all I'm expecting is fun times and that's it.

Earlier tonight I saw some crazy shit happening. This was probably around 7pm or so. I went out with my Dad to buy some food and on our way home there were 3 objects in the sky. It looked like fireballs or a meteor or something. All 3 were traveling at a pretty good speed. I was driving so I couldn't really get a good look to see what it was. But it looked like they were traveling straight down. And then all of a sudden, all three of them looked like it started coming towards us. But then one of them disappeared. When we turned the corner, I lost track of all 3 of them or they might have disappeared all together. And when I finally got to my house. I heard all the choppers in the sky. I normally hear a helicopter here and there but this time it sounded like there were a grip of them. And the strange thing was that I saw maybe 8 cop cars in a span of 15 minutes all in my neighborhood. And it seemed like they were stopping every person that was walking. Every street we passed had a cop car. It gave me a really weird feeling. I should watch the news if there's anything behind theses fireballs in the sky.

My lady best friend hit me up this morning saying she needed to get 5 vaccination shots. I was all like, what's the big deal? And then she told me her number one fear was NEEDLES!!!!!! I knew she was afraid of alot of things but I didn't what her biggest fear was. Some best friend I am, huh? So I was telling her things like sing "I Will Survivie" or imagine me in my leopard print speedo. Hahahahaha. I was just trying to cheer her up. So the idea of getting faded crossed my mind, which I told her to do. But I guess she was already in the nurses office, so that idea was a no go. Hahahahahaha.

She hit me up again after the shots saying she was alive!!!!! It hurt like hell but she was alive. So I said let's go celebrate. Party time! But she said her trip to the doctors wasn't done yet. She still had to poo in a cup!!!!!!!!! WTF?!?!?!?!?!?! And my next question to her was, is there gonna be another chick with you? And she was all like, you mean to catch the poop for me? And I was like, yeah.....with her mouth!!!!!!!!! 2 chicks 1 cup!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha. Yeah, I'm a horrible best friend.

Right now, I'm waiting to hear the results about pooing in a cup.....

This weekend was another crazy one. Let's just say I went to a friend's house for some regular activities but some underage girls showed up and turned the place into a madhouse. Beer pong, karaoke, random photos being taken all night, ass grabbing, lapdances, sharing body warmth in the rain, etc. It was good times. Oh how I wish to be 18 again. Hahahahahaha.

And just to set the record straight, I didn't do anything with any of them. I swear. Hahahahaha.

Last night we were at Dave and Busters to celebrate Ramon's b-day. I haven't been there in a long ass time. Hahahaha. It was pretty fun. Ran into some familiar faces. After all, it was Thursday, which I guess is Asian night there.

I happened to invite one of our co-workers there. One time we were kickin' it and she told me that no one from work ever invites her out. And she always has get-togethers and invites everyone all the time. So I make it a point to invite her every single time. But I felt bad last night cuz unbeknown to me, my "cousin" hit me up and wanted to party in San Diego. And she happens to be 18 and she knows I work at a bunch of 18+ events. So she wanted to be where I was at. And here comes my dilemma. Co-worker or "cousin" in town? I chose the "cousin" cuz she brought two 18 yr olds with her as well and I don't see her that much. I see my co-worker everyday. I just felt bad cuz my co-worker was probably just sittin' down by herself all night. I hardly saw her. And she got mad when I left cuz I couldn't find her and I just took off without saying bye. So she texted me and I drove back to DnB so I could properly say bye. She looked pretty smashed when I left. Hahahahaha.

The big 18! Now you're legal. And what do you know? We got an 18+ event at College Rocks this Friday. Hahahahaha.

On another note, maybe it wasn't a good idea for me to run yesterday. For some reason I was sore as shiite. The past few days have been rough. My calves felt like they were gonna explode and my hamstrings were tighter than a virgin's ass hole (hence, the facebook name). And I paid the price when I was bowling last night. Tuesday nights are league nights. Yeah, I couldn't get a good push and my footing was all awkward. And did I mention every throw was painful? Yeah, but I had a decent game regardless of the pain. I bowled a 181, 150, and a 192. There were a bunch of spares that I should have picked up but didn't have the power to properly place the ball how I wanted.

I think the only reason I'm sore is cuz I feel like I'm getting sick. I've been coughing like crazy and I feel like imma lose my voice. My body just has too much work to do and it can't keep up.

Last night I found out I had a stalker. She had been secretly been reading my blog(s) and keeping up with me and even knowing where I'd be. She messaged me yesterday saying she saw me at Church on Sunday and wanted to say hi. So I was intrigued by this cuz I didn't see her and I have a wandering eye at Church. Hahahaha. So we got to talking and shootin' shiite and all that jazz and she mentioned all this stuff that I never told her about. And I asked her how she knew and the confession came out. Hahahahaha. It's ok, I like her (in a non-sexual way....but it might be a different story if I was faded). So I don't mind that she was stalking me. Maybe I'll see her this weekend? Cuz I know she knows where I'm gonna be.....

Hello stalker. ;)

I wasn't drunk. I don't think I've had a drink ever since before X-mas and I'm gonna keep it up. It's just not part of my plan to get to where I need to be. But yeah, this past Saturday was an awesome adventure. Hahahahaha.

Let's just start where the madness begins. So one of my friends, let's call him "Roel", was at his cousin's wife's b-day bash. And they're like in their 30's and married and what not. So he's over there but we get invited to our friend "Jong's" place. "Roel" is at this party, and he already told "Chong" that he would show up at his place not knowing that this 30+ yr old party would be off the hook. So on my way to pick up "Roel", he was having 2nd thoughts about going to "Chong's" cuz he was putting the moves on 1 of the 3 single ladies in the whole place. He said there was a cute one, a hot one, and the "eh, whatever" one. So naturally, he went for the cute one. And he's already on a good one.

So after a debate, he decides to be a man of his word and leave the party and head with me and "Dustin" to go to "Chong's". He's kicking himself cuz this girl was desperate and telling him how they're getting old and no one wants to get with her. Single girls in their 30's get like this. I told him we could stop by that party again cuz I'll take one of the other 2 remaining single ladies and I know "Dustin" will handle the last remaining one.

Now we're at "Chong's" place and "Chong" is a drinker. He has a giant ass bottle of Jack waiting for us. It's a good thing I don't drink anymore. Hahahahaha. So these guys ended up taking shots all night. We got there around 10pm and didn't leave til maybe 3am. That's a lot of alcohol they drank. And pretty much we were on a webcam teleconference with all the people who couldn't make it. So we had different people web chatting with us while we all drank and sang songs and what not. And there was mad shit talking. And at one point "Roel" and Chong" decided to arm wrestle but there was no table around. So they set up shop on the floor and proceeded to arm wrestle. It was a sight to see 2 grown ass men laying on their bellies arm wrestling. Hahahahahahah. And "Jey" taught me this song called Slow Jam by Usher. It's a panty dropper.

But at the end of the night "Roel" was already on a good one from his 30+ yr old party and then all the shots from "Jong's" just sent him overboard. When I saw he couldn't stand on his own anymore I decided it was time for us to leave. So we're driving home around 3am and the 15 south is closed so we're takin' the side streets to hop onto the 163. But "Roel" tells me he's about to yack so I pull over. And when the car stops, he opens the doors and falls out. Literally. All I heard was 2 loud thuds. I think he landed on his shoulder/back first and then his legs followed. And he's groaning in pain so we jump out of the car and try to help him. "Dustin" was trying to pick him up but "Roel" kept complaining that his back was in so much pain. So we left him laying on the ground on the side of the road for a few minutes and then tried to help him up again. "Dustin" picked him up from the front and I slid in behind him to support his back. And as I'm picking him up, "Roel" let's out this mean fart, which I felt on my leg. Damn him. Hahahahahaha. So we're all laughing and we start to Jesus carry him to the side so he could yack but he started to make the dry heaving motions so we bailed cuz he might get it on us. He yacked alot. And when I saw him come up, he had chunks of yack on his face. Hahahahaha. It's a good thing I carry baby wipes in my ride. You just never know when you need to clean up. Hahahahaha.

So we're on our way back now and this one chick "Karen" hits up "Roel". It's like 3 am. So this mean BOOTY CALL!!!! "Roel is faded out of his damn mind and we can hear everything he's saying. It wasn't good. So "Dustin" grabs the phone and convinces this girl to meet up with us. This girl is crazy. She decided to meet up with us. Can anyone say CHOO CHOO? Hahahahahaha.

We ended up meeting at Denny's in Mission. We were talking to "Karen" for a while and "Roel" was pretty much passed out in my ride. "Karen" was making fun of "Roel" and I guess he heard it so he hopped out of my ride and jumped into hers. He then proceeded to sleep again, while "Dustin" and I were talking to this chick. Denny's was scary so we ended up going to Jack in the Box. So we're talking in the parking lot of JITB and "Roel" was snoring in the car. "Karen" decided to take some pix of his ass asleep. It was gettin' late and "Dustin" had work at 8am so we told "Karen" we were gonna bounce and I'd pick up "Roel" from her place tomorrow morning. She was trippin' cuz she didn't want to be responsible for a drunk ass person. Hahahahaha. But I told he's in your ride. When he was in mine, he was my responsibility. Now he's in yours. Good luck. And right as I said that, "Roel" gave a smirk in his fake sleep and we took off hoping he would capitalize on the situation he was in. All alone with a girl and both of them are drunk....